Minggu, 29 Agustus 2010

BIG Girl DON'T CRY


This entry would be dedicated to my best friend, who just break up from her "totally insane and unfaithful ex-boyfriend". Hey girl, u deserve to have someone 100 times better than him, 100 times caring than him, 100 times richer than him and 100 times respect you as the way you are.

i know it is hard to forget someone, but you can do it, coz there's no need to remembering someone that not valuable for you at all... here is some guidance for you to help you repairing the damage in your heart...just check it out :)

Repairing the Damage

What's done is done. When it's over, it's over. Time cannot be stopped or paused; it's constantly in play. No sense in going backward or remaining in a fragile state of mind. The best thing you can do is let go and let God. Allow God to remove the angst and instill serenity back into your heart. It can be done because His will is done. Holding on to lost loves and past friendships can be damaging to not only your heart but to your health, your finances, your mental/emotional state, your family and your existing friendships. Ask God to help you through this difficult time. Rely on him to heal your heart, not another man/woman.

I can do everything through Him who gives me strength (Philippians 4:13)

Utilize the energy you are wasting in crying and being angry by placing it into something more positive. Regain your focus on what is important in life. As a Christian, that is bringing glory to God. Put your time and effort into bringing pleasure to the Lord. The more you are in a position to be blessed the more you can be blessed and be a blessing. Did you catch that? God uses us to help others, not to help ourselves. But before we can help someone else we must be in good standing with ourselves and with Him.

For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be the glory forever! Amen. (Romans 11:36)

Forgiveness: accepting the responsibility of ceasing blame to all parties involved. The power of forgiveness is strong. To have the ability to say "I know you hurt me but I forgive you" is a great thing. It releases so much weight from your shoulders. Forgive those who harmed you. Even go as far, to thank them for being in your life. It sounds strange, but I know it works. Why forgive and be thankful? Because it means you have grown, it shows you are the mature person. It shows God that you have learned a valuable lesson and that your faith is not weary. Many times when people hurt us it is because they are hurting themselves. Something deep inside is bothering them and they have not come to terms with their pain. Many times what we see as bad, God really meant for good. There is a lesson in everything situation, every circumstance. Nothing in life happens just because. If life was easy, we would never learn or appreciate anything.

Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." Luke 23:34

Appreciate the good, the bad, and the ugly; forgive, be thankful, re-establish focus, let go and let God Bless You

Cheer UP my Friend, show them that you are STRONGER than they think... =)

Coz BIG GIRL don't CRY


Minggu, 15 Agustus 2010

Funny Conversation - Part 2

Scene 1
Lokasi: Pantry kantor
Waktu: pukul 6.30 malam, saat dinner menjelang closing bulanan
Situasi: all accounting TEAM sedang sibuk menyeruput "Bakmie GM" dengan lahapnya ke perut masing2. Tiba-tiba sang Accounting Manager teringat pada pacarnya dan kebiasan sang pacar dalam menyantap Bakmie... For your information, sang AM sudah lama bergelut di bidang accounting dan sangat sering menggunakan istilah accounting dalam pembicaraan sehari-hari.

AM: Eh, tiba2 gua jadi inget sama pacar gua. Orang2 biasanya kalo makan mie kan sumpitnya yang di panjang pendekin gitu yah mengikutin panjangnya mie, eeeh dia malah kepalanya yang di-adjust, jadi 'palanya maju mundur gitu kalo makan mie..
Kami: Bwaahahaha,,,diadjust ci?

*Yak, dan kami turut mendoakan agar status AM kami segera direklass dari "Pacar" menjadi "Istri" oleh sang pacar*

Scene 2
Lokasi: di depan komputer dan laptop masing2
Waktu: menjelang buka puasa, sekitar pukul 6-an
Situasi: dua orang yang sedang berpuasa sedang bersiap-siap untuk berbuka. Instead of makan di pantry, mereka lebih memilih berbuka di meja dan laptop masing2.

melihat situasi seperti itu, ditambah dengan otak gw yang lagi agak2 panas sehabis closing and reporting, sifat kepo gw muncul dan berkatalah gw ke mereka:
Gw: " Hemm, lo orang emang bener banget yah kayak kata iklan di TV: BERBUKALAH DENGAN YANG MANIS.... which means with ME (*sembari mengelus pipi* haaahaa...narsis abis)
Mereka: Ghaahaha, dasssar lo!

*Sejak saat itu mereka gak pernah buka puasa lagi di depan laptop, haaaha...*

Scene 3
Lokasi: di ruang keluarga rumah
Waktu: Jumat, pukul 8 malam lebih
Situasi: sedang menonton acara "Indonesia got talent"

Akhir-akhir ini gw memang agak pelupa tentang nama2 orang... dan saat itu gw bertanya2 siapakah nama salah satu juri di "Indonesia Got Talent".

Gw: Eh aduuh, itu jurinya siapa yah yang cewe itu....yang nyanyi "Burung Camar"
Bokap: Burung camar yang manah?
Gw: Itu lho paaah, yang liriknya "burung camaaar...tinggi melayang...nanananana *lupa"
Bokap: LHA! itu bukannya udah meninggal penyanyinya!
Semua: "GUBRAAAKKSS"
Gw: HAH! Enggak, masi idup kok, lha itu dia jadi juri di TIVI...
Bokap: Bukannya dia meninggal pas lagi jalan2 di Belanda? ITu kan si Andi Meriem Matalatta
Gw: Hiyaaaa, bukan pa, dia mah gak nyanyiin "Burung Camar"
Bokap: ooooo...perasaan dia dulu pernah nyanyi juga...
Gw: Jadi jurinya itu siapa ya namanya?
(*senyaaaap semenit, ga ada yang tau namanya*)

Ternyata yang dimaksudkan adalah Vina Panduwinata....

Sabtu, 07 Agustus 2010

RECYCLED BIN

Semua org pasti mempunyai saat2 dimana mereka ingin didengarkan dan diakui keberadaannya.
Hanya dgn didengarkan saja rasanya sudah cukup mengangkat separuh dari beban pikiran dan masalah yg sedang dihadapi. Tdk perduli apakah sudah ada solusi atas masalah tsb atau belum, rasanya sudah cukup puas bila ada seseorg yg bersedia mendengarkan atau sekedar menjadi "tempat sampah" atas keluh kesah kita.
Beberapa teman gw seringkali bercerita ttg masalah mereka, kebanyakan sih curhat tentang kerjaan, dilemma berada di ktr baru, bgmn cara keluar dr "comfort zone" di kantor lama dan menghadapi "battle zone" di kantor baru, masalah atasan dan lingkungan yang tdk mendukung, etc... Beberapa juga curhat ttg co/ce nya, bahkan salah satu mantan gw juga sering curhat ttg cewenya dan masa depan mereka. Ga tau kenapa, mungkin gw adalah "tempat sampah" yang paling nyaman,paling bersih,paling wangi (heeheeee)dan paling aman untuk ditaruh segala sampah.
Yah, gw cukup senang sih kalo gw bisa berguna, karena hanya dengan mendengarkan curhatan mereka aja, mereka bisa lega. Solusi yg gw berikan juga cukup ampuh untuk dijalankan. Tapie, sometimes mencari tempat sampah bagi diri gw sendiri itu sussssaaaahhh!! Pernah suatu kali gw ada mslh bertubi2, dari mslh keluarga, kerjaan, and others..gw ga tau mau ngomong ke siapa. Bukannya gw ga mau ngomong, tapi gw kdg merasa GA mau membebani org lain dgn curhatan gw, dan jg sedikit malu utk ngom kondisi yg terjadi di gw...terlalu byk mslh yg bertumpuk, ga tau musti beresin yg mana duluan. Sedih memang, tapi yaaah begitulah keadaannya.
Sebenernya ada sih, satu tempat sampah yg lumayan siap sedia kalo gw curhatin mslh kerjaan. Kyknya semua penderitaan gw terangkat 75 % kalo abis ngobrol sama dia. Apa pun yg gw bilang pasti didengerin, at least DIDENGERIN, yg penting ada kata sepakat dan sepaham. Rasanya seneng bgt kan kalo ada org yg blg "iya,gw setuju sama lo.. Iya, gw tau perasaan lo.." Rasanya tuh lega bgt dan bs bikin sumringah. Tp gw ga tau knp akhir2 ini uda ga perna contact lg sm dia. Yeah, gw tau dia sangat sibuk. Dan mungkin gw juga ga ada keluhan ttg kerjaan yg berarti. And maybe because I'm just nothing for him. Dibilang teman sih iya, tapi dalam hati sih gw ngarep bs lebih dari teman, tp itu ga mungkin. Sungguh ga mungkin. Jadi yaaa, begitulah sifat buruk gw muncul lagi. Gw ga akan pernah melangkah maju krn sifat under-confidence ini.
Pedih rasanya kalo lu sbnernya kangen bgt dan pngen ngobrol ato sekedar chat, tp lu ga berani ngelakuin hal itu karena lu sangat takut akan menganggu dia.
Capek rasanya kalo lu berpura2 udah lupa sama dia, sementara sadar ato ga sadar lu mikirin dia tiap hari. Bertanya2 apa yg sedang dia lakukan saat ini, bertanya2 siang ini ato malam ini makan apa, bertanya2 apakah kerjaan hari ini lancar, dan semuanya akan terus menjadi pertanyaan yg tidak terjawab, karena pertanyaan itu tidak sempat ditanyakan.
Kelu rasanya ketika mendengarkan lagu di radio mobil yg mengingatkan kita pada dia, dan berharap bisa mengulang kejadian yang sama di masa lampau,menyanyikan lagu itu bersama, tapi kita tahu itu gak mungkin. Pilu rasanya bila kita berada di mall yang sama, tempat parkir yang sama dan mengingatkan pada aktivitas dan rutinitas yang pernah dilakukan bersama.
It's not easy forgetting someone, and it's harder when u won't let him go out of your mind.
Sometimes I want to say it loud : please bring back my recycled bin..
(Oops, did I mention "MY", oh it's not MINE, but I wish to....)


Jakarta, 24 July 2010 (23.57 at nite)
I just can't sleep, thus I wrote my feeling from my blackberry and posted it on my blog.
I'm sure u already sleep at this moment and u will not read my blog. Sleep tight..

-the recycled bin, missing another recycled bin-

Sabtu, 26 Juni 2010

I Love Brandon...

aduuuooh, ni anak satu gemesssiin banged!
Masih kecil tapi keahliannya untuk nari hip hop tuh udah keliatan luweess

Once again:
"Masih kecil aja cakep, apalagi kalo udah gede...."

Jumat, 25 Juni 2010

Recent Update


Maaph sudah lama tak meng-update blog, maklum deh, akhir2 ini hidup gw cukup berjalan dengan lancar....tidur cukup....makan cukup....bicara cukup....hang out cukup....bersosialisasi cukup....berdoa cukup....dan yang pasti uda ndak terlalu stress lagi..
Selama ini kan blog gw cuman jadi "tempat sampah" alias tempat keluh kesah doang...tapi sekarang gw berusaha untuk merubah hal itu..
Gw akan menceritakan update terakhir dari gw, dimana gw pergi jalan2 sama temen kampus...ke suatu pulau di Kepulauan Seribu....
Kira2 kayak gini nih pemandangannya....
Keren banget kan? haahaha...emang agak lebay sih, cuma emang baguuooos bgt pantainya...seandainya saja waktu itu gak hujan...hemmm, pasti gw lebih banyak foto2 pemandangannn...

Bisa dibilang liburan ke Pulau itu ermm, ya CUKUP MENGEJUTKAN...
Kita planning untuk kumpul di rumah temen gw di daerah Pluit jam 5 SUBUH, supaya kita bisa dapet tempat duduk yang "Layak" di kapal....tunggu punya tunggu hingga pukul 6 lebih, salah seorang dari temen gw belom dateng....entah sudah berapa kali missed calls di handphone dia yang tak kunjung tersambung dengan si empunya handphone...akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk berangkat ke Muara Angke tanpa dia

Kapal yang kita tumpangi itu adalah sejenis kapal nelayan yang dari kayu, terdiri dari 2 tingkat dan bermuatkan kira2 100 orang lebih. Cara duduk kita itu "free style" alias terserah aja gayanya mau gimana, bersila boleh, selonjoran silakan, saling senderan punggung ya monggooo, asalkan jangan jongkok ajah karena nanti dikira lagi buang hajat...
Perjalanan dari Muara Angke menuju Pulau tersebut diperkirakan 3 jam. Dalam hati gw berpikir dan otak gw merasakan (*eh kebolak, kyknya otak gw yg mikir dan hati gw merasakan*), ni pulau pasti jauuuh bgt dhe makanya sampe makan waktu 3 jam....

Ketika kapal sudah mulai melaju, gw baru tahu jawabannya...ternyata waktu 3 jam itu adalah karena si kapal jalannya tuh pelaaaaan bgt, bahkan gw ngerasa tu kapal kagak maju2, cuman berasa ada angin2 segeeer gimana gitu...pelan bgt, hiihi...Tapi apa boleh buat lah, daripada gw disuru dayung2 sampan sampe ke pulau...beuuh, lebih nestapa lagi nanti..
Separuh perjalanan mulai terasa ombak besar yang bikin kita semua terombang ambing, doyong ke kanan dan ke kiri, berasa kayak lagi naik salah satu wahana di Dufan..
Kira-kira satu-tiga-per-empat jam kemudian gw mulai merasakan pening dan mual, ni kapal masi lambreta banget jalannya padahal ombak uda mulai kenceng dan langit mendung...
OH GOD, semoga cepet sampai di Pulau, coz gw uda eneg bgt....and then kita sampai di Pulau.

Hal yang paling menyenangkan di pulau itu adalah: SNORKELLING...!!
walaupun gw tergolong masih awam bgt dan seringkali air laut yang asin nan pedis itu masuk ke mata dan hidung, tapi gw SANGAT menikmati keindahan alam bawah lautnya...Rasanya tuh beneran kayak jadi ikan (kalo gw sih mengibaratkan jadi ikan duyung, haha...si Little Mermaid yang cantik itu =p), pemandangannya bener2 nyata bahkan salah satu temen gw sempat menyaksikan seekor ikan besar sedang menyantap seekor ikan kecil...weeew, beruntung banget dia bisa liat kejadian langka kyk gitu.
TAPI para pembaca, untuk mencapai SPOT SNORKELLING itu, ampuuooon, kita ngelewatin BADAI HUJAN dan ANGIN yang sangat kencang (bahkan si tour guide juga mengakui bahwa ANGIN dan HUJAN nya cukup besar). Jantung gw udah gedar gedor mau lompat ajah ngeliatin ombak yang kayak mau menelan perahu kita, begitu juga dengan sapuan angin kencang pada tetesan air hujan yang seakan2 menampar pipi kita...(*benerann, berasa kyk di totok wajah ato di akupuntur ntu air hujan!*)..meski begitu, ada satu pemandangan yang sangat indah, yaitu ombak yang saling berkejar2an disapu angin dan ambience berupa kabut putih menyelubungi permukaan laut, gw ga akan pernah ngelupain view nya yang sangat indah itu...

Setelah snorkelling, kita makan POP MIE sembari mengeringkan pakaian yang melekat dan berfoto ria di Pulau yang pasirnya suangggaat PUTIH. DI pulau ini pula kami melihat adanya PELANGI yang CUKUP BESAR mendarat di salah satu pulau di depan kami, yeah...there will be a SUNSHINE after the RAIN and a RAINBOW after a GLOOMY STORM. Sayang pelangi tersebut tidak sempat diabadikan di kamera, tapi sekali lagi, saya tidak akan melupakan pemandangan tersebut.
Perut sudah cukup terisi dan stamina sudah pulih, kami pun melanjutkan perjalanan ke pulau tempat penangkaran ikan, dimana salah satu nya ada IKAN HIU...

Berhubung di pulau itu kebanyakan adalah HUJAN, gak terlalu banyak yang bisa diceritain karena aktivitas kita juga terbatas....keesokan harinya yang kita lakukan adalah mengitari pulau, melihat penangkaran kura2, naik ke menara dan berfoto2.

Himbauan dari pemerintah:

Gak pingin kan kalo salah satu anak kita mati sia2 dan diawetkan seperti foto di bawah ini?
Makanya, lestarikan penyu dan jangan biarkan mereka punah

OH YA, berikut adalah hal2 mengejutkan yang terjadi selama liburan:
1. Temen saya yg tertinggal kapal karena dia terlambat bangun sehabis nonton pertandingan bola, kemudian menyusul kami karena beruntungnya masih ada jadwal pemberangkatan kapal berikutnya, yaitu pukul 1 siang. TUnggu punya tunggu, kapal di DELAY hingga pukul 2 siang, dan usut punya usut ternyata kapal tersebut menunggu "tamu penting", dimana kapal tersebut juga mengangkut jenazah yang hendak dibawa ke salah satu pulau disana. SHOCKING, rite? Dan yang terlebih lagi, ombak setinggi 4 meter turut menemani perjalanan teman saya tersebut. Beruntungnya lagi, ia tiba di Pulau dengan selamat, namun sayang ketika ia sampai, kami sedang asik ber-snorkelling sehingga ia harus sabar menunggu kami pulang...
2. Berhubung perjalanan pulang dari Pulau ke Jakarta memakan waktu yang cukup lama (3 jam), maka kami memutuskan untuk buang air terlebih dahulu sebelum berangkat...kami pun saling mengobrol sembari menunggu salah seorang teman saya yang pipis...dan tiba2 terdengar teriakan kencang dari dalam tempat penginapan!! kami semua pun panik dan segera mencari sumber suara teriakan, yang ternyata berasal dari teman saya....ia kaget karena melihat sesosok BIAWAK yang cukup besar berada di dalam rumah... What a surprise, rite? Memang sih, sebelah tempat penginapan itu adalah lapangan kosong, tapi ya teteup kaget aja bisa ada biawak disitu.

Dan ini adalah foto termanis yg gw ambil di Pulau tersebut:

Yeah, i had a shocking and surprising but wonderful journey there... =D

Sabtu, 24 April 2010

Kecilnya aja uda cakep, apalagi gede....

Bagi penggemar drama Korea, pasti udah sempet nonton "Speeding Scandal" donggs? Yang bercerita tentang artis muda pria berbakat Cha Tae Jun yang ternyata sudah menjadi ayah sekaligus kakek di umur yang tergolong masih muda...
Salah satu aktor cilik yang main disitu adalah Wang Seok-Hyeon, sumpah ini anak tampangnya baduuung banget, lucu tapi ngeselinnn...
Ni film emang udah agak lama boomingnya, kira-kira setahun yang lalu, tapi tiba-tiba gw keingetan sama anak kecilnya yang lucu itu...
Here are his pict:

Ngeselin bgt, pingin dicubit!





Kecilnya aja udah cakep, apalagi gedee.... ;D

Minggu, 11 April 2010

Sing Along Song

Check out this nice-easy listening and also singable MV by Khalil FOng

Sing along song

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know/ what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
ooh I'd find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you


Jumat, 09 April 2010

First Week

hai!
mau cerita nih ttg seminggu pertama gw kerja di tempat baru..
Hari pertama, gw sempet telat (pdhl kantor udah deket pisan dari rumah), tapi berhubung hari Senin dimana setiap orang terlihat sangat "ANTUSIAS" menjalani pagi hari, jalanan muacueet luar binasa, yang tadinya cuma perlu waktu 25 menit jadi melipat ganda jadi 40 menit-an ke arah kantor (baru) gw..

Tapi untungnya sampe dikantor gak kenapa2, karena gw sempet nunggu kira2 sejam-an utk ketemuan sama HRD yang ngurusin gw..setelah kira2 sejam itu, gw diajak keliling dan berkenalan sama semua divisi di lantai 5,6 dan 7..ooo Gosh, emang banyak bangettz, dan bahkan gw ga inget lagi nama2 tu orang saking banyaknya...palingan yang rada cakep2 dan menarik mata baru gw inget, haahah (*gatel nya uda keliatan*).

Tempat kerja gw adalah meja panjaang dan besar, tanpa boot, tanpa sekat..jadi agak2 riskan juga sih kalo lagi jam2 ngantuk, bisa keliatan satu department wajah2 kantuk itu..dan gak bisa buka yg macem2 semisal hotmail, facebook, twitter dan GA BISA CHATTING, huuhu...agak susah nih melepaskan yg terakhir itu, uda kebiasaan selalu online MSN or YM, rasanya hampa kalo ga online, kan jadi gak bisa menyapa teman2 yang lain, haaha...padahal intinya cuman pngen ngobroll ajah =D
Tapi ga pa pa dhe, kerja gw jadi lebih efektif, secara ga ada gangguan macem2 berkat adanya koneksi internet itu..

Teman2 kerja gw, kebanyakan IBU2 MUDA HAMIL...pada jam2 tertentu, mereka ada jadwal
untuk minum susu, jadwal minum vitamin, jadwal nelpon anak di rumah, jadwal nelpon suami, dan hampir di setiap kesempatan digunakan untuk mengemil, hiihi..
Ada satu tmen kerja gw yg sangat suka ngobrol (rada bawel, tapi kocak), dia selalu ngingetin temen2 sebaya yang lagi hamil untuk minum susu dan vitamin "EH, lo uda minum susu blom? uda waktunya niiih", dan seketika seluruh ruangan harum dengan wangi susu Prenagen...Trus dua atau tiga jam sekali, dia akan memantau anaknya yg lucu banget dan cakep itu (*gw liat di foto deket PC dia*), anaknya itu BANDEL banget, dia sampe pusing nyari baby sitter buat jagain anaknya...seringkali anaknya kunciin si baby sitter di kamar..sadis juga ni anak..tapi cakep, beeneran dhe =p

Hari pertama gw bener2 tenggo (jam6 udah melenggang ke pintu lift), masi bisa jalan2 ke mall dan beli sepatu kets yang RENCANANYA akan gw gunakan utk lari pagi tiap hari di kompleks rumah, tapi rencana itu belum terlaksanakan, berhubung hari2 berikutnya gw pulang agak malam jam 9 karena lagi closing angka Maret. (*belagu yah, skrg jam 9 aja berasa udah malemm bgt, pdhl dulu mah jam 9 berasa masi pagi banget*)

Hari Selasa ampe Kamis itu closing, jadi pulang jam 9...

Hari Jumat siang gw ikutan Persekutuan Doa (campuran antara Katolik ama Kristen, pokoknya umat Nasrani boleh ikutan deh) kegiatannya itu nyanyi2an tuz baca firman dan kotbah dr pendeta. Berhubung gw blom pernah ikutan acara kayak ginian, agak kaget juga yang pas nyanyi2 itu, perasaaan mereka pada semangaaat amet sampe matanya merem dan alis berkerut (*mungkin mereka sedang merasakan berkat ato karunia roh kudus? gw cm bs bertanya dalam hati*), dan pendetanya itu kadang meletup2 kalo lagi kotbah..sedikit kaget...tapi isi kotbah nya nanceeeppp banget sih dan gampang dimengerti, bener2 gampang dimengerti...
Abiz PD kira2 jam 1 makan siang ampe jam 2 hiiihi, bener2 santaaaiii...bahkan divisi lain ada yg lagi baca koran bareng2, liat iklan carrefour ato giant, compare harga sembako yang paling murah, hiihi...

So far...gw SUKA dengan lingkungan kerjanya...menurut gw ini udah sesuai dengan apa yang gw cari, yaitu ketenangan batin. Semoga aja selanjutnya juga akan begitu
thx GOd, gw sudah ditunjukkan ke jalan yang terbaik...

Sabtu, 03 April 2010

Little Fish

there is a little fish in a big pond..
she swim all around the pond by herself, to find some comfort place to stay
she swim all around the pond by herself, to find some food to eat
she swim all around the pond, looking for another fish to talk and to exchange ideas

there is a little fish in a big pond..
she couldn't find the place that make her feel comfort
she just have no appetite to eat some food
she's cannot talk too much, since they wouldn't listening to what you saying about

there is a little fish in a big pond..
she swim all around the pond by herself and now she's tired
tired of all the pressure
tired of all the loneliness
tired of all the tears and sadness
tired of all the disappointment
tired of all exploitation that never end
tired of all falsehood
tired of all hanky panky and tricks

and then she's moving to another pond..
another little pond..

little fish in a big pond..
trying to be a big fish in a little pond..

Kamis, 25 Maret 2010

Good News

One of my friend who follow my blog commented that my blog feels so mellow, if not complaining about my job, it filled with wishes or prayer to push me up from kinda sad and difficult situations.

Yeah, I realized that maybe this is not inspired blog that fills with motivation and good news, but it is truly happened on my life. Im in a situations that truly HELL, if I can use that word (*a little bit hyperbolic*)

But I think I see some hope and the rainbow- one step closer to me..and im gonna give my best effort to reach that. So now im gonna STOP complaining and tell u some happy situations that I felt this lately.

FIrstable, let me describe my daily activities.

My current and will be my last client is located at Gatot Subroto, near with Palang Merah Indonesia office and Universitas Paramadina. The company was established on October 4, 1996 based on Notarial Deed No. 8…oops, sorry this is a part of disclosure on Notes to the Financial Reports, haaha.

Client’s working hours is from 7.30 AM to 5.00 PM..yeah, quite normal working hours, I guess. But as an auditor, with unusual working hours, I arrived at client about 9AM and got home about 9 to 10PM.

I worked at third floor, at 4x5 metres meeting room facilitated with TV, whiteboard and six-comfortable-office-chair.

About this client…hemm, they really niccceee persons. We usually had lunch together at auditor’s room, watching TV especially infotainment programme and a quiz show called “Happy Song” with Choky Sithohang as the host, yeah…. We are a huge fans of this cute guy ;D

Sometimes we are sharing our lunch each other and eat Rujak with spicy sambal, because one of my client is pregnant and need to eat “Mangga Muda” and other fruits, it is her baby wish..

I can tell you that I think this is a dream place to work, because it feels like you work with your own family and all are well organized. The office facilitated with a Bell or Alarms which will ring at Lunch Time and at the time we have to go home. Ten minutes before the alarm rings, you have to pack your stuff, so on 5PM sharp, you just walk away from your desk, move to the lift and reach the office car that will safely carry you to home. Nice facilitation, right? Plus you will get uniforms which are different from Monday to Friday.

Ehhheemmm, back to my activities…. As can be seen in picture below, this is auditor’s room, which full with company’s award from several magazine and organization.


What am I doing in this room?

1. Im checking several supporting documents made by client to prove the existence of Company’s transaction. As an auditor, we just give an assurance that the Company’s financial statements are fairly stated and free of material misstatement, we could not checked ALL company’s transactions, thus we picked representative samples to cover our assurances. And my representative samples consisted of: 14 binders for sample vouching inventory mutation, 9 binders for sample vouching revenue cycle, and more than 60 other voucher for other accounts. Am I checked all that supporting documents by my-self? Off course YES, im a single fighter at this client, as I usually do, hahaaa…and like other auditors do..we are independent person, rite??!! =p.

2. 2.2. Picture below taken at night, maybe about 8PM. If you zoom into my laptop screen, it was “List of Point to Do and Point Review”, which was given by my Senior Manager. It contained all the things you have to do and response or review about your working paper, so you must do additional procedures to cover the assurances as I said before. It was some guidance from above for us to follow.


3. 3. 3. Sleeping, haaha.. just kidding..even im so sleepy on critical time (2 to 4PM), I must stay awake to do my tasks, before the new tasks are coming to my e-mail, hehe.. when im sleepy, I usually have some chat or SMS with my friends or stand up for a while, turn on my Windows Media Player playlist and sing a singable songs…=D

Auditor’s outfit:

Short-sleeved shirt (with neutral colour such as white, black, gray, brown), long pants, five-centimetres-shoes-in-cream/khaki, and backpack.

As a female auditor, I prefer to use long pants better than skirt, why? Because it is more comfortable to use long pants since sometimes you have to carry a LOT of Working Paper, documents, etc.. and walk around client to inquired them, borrow some documents and to prevent sexual harassment (haha, just kidding).

Auditor’s stuff:

1.Standard stationary such as: pencil, red-ballpoint, eraser, type-X, ruler, binder-clip, staples,stabilo, cellotape.

2. Un-standard stationary such as: tixin (it looks like donut-0-, use as sticker to make the hole in your document not easily ripped), “Vicks-Inhaler” and “Refreshing eye drops” to make you stay awake.

3. Most important stuff: laptop+the battery, calculator, modem (u must stay connect to internet so that you can regularly check your email from new tasks, and sometimes to updating your status on Facebook, Twitter or to write a new post on your blog, just like what im doing right now, hiihi), tea or coffe, CANDIES and other sweetener to stabilize your blood sugar and to prevent from high-blood tension.




And the good news: it’s only about 7 days from now, and im gonna FREE FROM ALL of above tasks, ALL of above situations, ALL of above stuffs, and the outfit. (In my new office, I have to use skirt, and after six months, im gonna get uniforms-blazer and skirt).

Good news, rite?! =D

Senin, 22 Maret 2010

Random photos


I'm truly not in the mood for work at this moment, so i decided to post some random photos from this office laptop, before i returned it back to "Office - Asset Management" on April 01, 2010..hehe

Photo-01
Can you guess this place?
Bandung?
Singapore?
Please refer to Photo-09

Photo-02
Seafood Platter for two - Fish & Co
Additional tartar sauce, please....
Yuuummmyyyy.... =p

Photo-03

Rio Febrian, one of my favorite singer, performed at Plaza Indonesia.
He was singing a song called "Bukan Untukku"
"Aku takkan bertahan...bila tak teryakinkan...
sesungguhnya cintamu, memang hanya untukku..
Sungguh ku tak menahan bila jalan suratan
Menuliskan dirimu memang bukan untukku... selamanya"
What a deep song...

Photo-04
This are my pets (erm ok, my sister's pet, since im not directly feed them or take care of them each day).
The white one is "Tari" - Female, at this moment she had six babies (the babies born just about 2 days ago, im gonna post those babies later)
The brown one is "SenTaro", Male, and he already passed away due to sick.

Photo-05
The cute bunny above is "ToRo", male (i guess).
It was my sister's birthday gift from her friends.
Unfortunately, he also already passed away, maybe because he was too young and separated from his mother...

Photo-06
The dove hang on the roof @ Paris Van Java-Bandung

Photo-07
The dove hang on window @ Paris Van Java-Bandung

Photo-08
A pair of doves, one of my favorite pictures... i really love it. Do you?

Photo-09
My team-mate at Untar, miss them a lot..
I like the red ambience. Red is our trademark
Can you guess the place?
It was the same place with picture (1) above (refer to Photo-01)

Photo-10
This is a logo of our organization - imakta,
I forgot who's made this logo, emm, maybe Tommy or Vincent or Nia...?
I think it's better to put your signature, so that we can recognized the fabulous artist who design this logo
or maybe you can type:
Prepared by: XX (sign off here) Date: XX-XX-XXXX
Reviewed by: XX (sign off here) Date: XX-XX-XXXX